I know there are very few people on my f-list qui parle francais, but bear with me. I've discovered this singer recently, and this is probably my favorite song of hers, so far. Watch the video, it's powerful enough that you don't need to understand the lyrics to get the message.

Oh, and I got accepted back into the uni for the semester. Go me! (Although I'm sure that the fact that I pay my own tuition has more to do with it than the admin liking me as a person, but que sera sera.)

I just spent thirty minutes trying to justify how I handle who is staying on my flist and how I deal with drama.  But I deleted it, because I simply don't care about being involved in the wank.  I never have, I've always attempted to stay neutral, whether people want me to or not.  I feel sorry for the people who are being drug into this, and I hope you come out with very few scars.  I know it sounds bitchy, but I have better things to focus on.  So, my decision is that no, I won't be deleting this journal, but it will mostly be used for reading and posting fics in the fandoms I enjoy.  I don't plan on keeping up with my flist much, so don't  be surprised if you friend me and it takes a while for me to friend back.  

I have to go to school Monday morning and find out if I can be readmitted to to the university, as I've been put on academic suspension, again.  I don't think it will be a problem, as I've been paying tuition out of my pocket for the past five years, so I don't have a scholarship or federal aid to be concerned about.  And when it comes to universities, money talks and bullshit walks.  I hope.  Because I don't want to have to wait two more terms to finish my classes. *makes prayer hands*  please please please.  Lol.

So keep me in mind nine o'clock Monday morning, as I will be talking to the registrar's office then.

Oh, and I don't make New Year's Revolutions (yes, the pun was intended) because I don't ever keep them.  I do hope to lose another 50 lbs by the end of this summer, though.  Buying a two piece swimsuit would be awesome.

For anyone interested in reading it, my yuletide Dear Santa letter is here.

I'm really debating whether or not to keep this journal. There are only a few friends that I have on here that aren't either on my facebook, I have their number, or their e-mail address. I'm not fond of wank (is anyone, really?) and I've found that the few times I've logged into my journal in the past six-or-so months I haven't found much else.

I'm not planning on giving up my fanfic, but it will all be posted at fanfiction.net or adultfanfiction.net instead, as much I detest that idea. I haven't really decided yet. I intend to make up my mind by Friday. I plan to leave my icon community though, so that should I decide to make any more icons in the future, they will be available.

Or scrap this journal and start a new one. I dunno. I'm having a very *headdesk* kind of day week month. I know things will look a lot clearer and be less stressful when I get this last final out of my way Monday. That's all I've got at the moment, I should be studying.

• 07:55 @ceirdwenfc just wanted to talk. Went to bed right after I tweeted tho. #
• 08:36 @ceirdwenfc today would be Saturday hun #
• 17:25 I'm trying to stay out of this. I am switzerland. Oh wait. If you haven't read twilight you won't get that. #
• 17:26 I don't appreciate being called a delusional fangirl based on who i decide to be friends with #
• 17:26 Going back to work now #
• 18:59 Now i can't remember if the i am switzerland came from twilight or juno #
• 18:59 It's been a very very stressful day. And There's still an hour and half of work, then studying. #
• 20:42 Finally on my way to mom's house. Picking up chinese takeaway first though. :) #
• 20:43 And listening to some don't worry be happy. #
• 20:50 I love aqua. The group, not the color #
• 21:27 @Leelamurray ewww lol #
• 22:12 @angakkuq mine neither. And I'm doing finals cramming too. We can be miserable together, lol #
• 22:18 @angakkuq apparently so. Guess college professors think we can absorb through brainwaves. #
• 22:19 @angakkuq sounds about similar to what I'm covering. Thirteen chaps of lecture notes and about thirty formulas to memorize #
• 22:27 @angakkuq don't you just love college? And we pay for this... #

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• 11:41 Yay done with my final. I think i did ok... #
• 18:14 @luvscharlie i thought you were past that #
• 18:15 Am i the only person that doesn't see the point in oil pastels? #
• 18:19 @luvscharlie no i've been shopping all day. havent been online at all #
• 18:26 @luvscharlie @Leelamurray i can't pull up lj on my phone. I was going by the last name player #
• 18:27 @luvscharlie watered down version #
• 18:28 @luvscharlie on I'm not #
• 18:29 I hate shopping.especially in crowded stores #
• 18:30 @luvscharlie lol. I've met andrew blake. Unless he had surgery at some point... #
• 18:31 @luvscharlie then it boils down to personal choices #
• 18:33 @lonelyflutterby you have to do it from the web site #
• 18:35 @luvscharlie even if he was a woman at some point, he's still my friend.I've been friends with stranger people. #
• 18:36 @Leelamurray I'm not answering that on the grounds you made me crack up in the middle of the store #
• 18:37 @luvscharlie shrug. He didn't con us. Didn't ask for money and paid for everything of his himself #
• 18:39 @Leelamurray i simply don't know and didn't look while he was visiting. I do know he has an adam's apple though. #
• 18:40 @luvscharlie I'll read it when i get home. But my opinion past what I've already said i prefer to keep to myself. #
• 18:49 @Leelamurray i don't know if that worked #
• 18:52 My phone is about to die and going to the movies #
• 18:53 @Leelamurray did you get a direct message #
• 21:15 @meganspanda the princess and the frog. it was awesome. #
• 21:18 @ceirdwenfc It's been a long evening #
• 21:24 @ceirdwenfc dude i tried calling you #

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• 14:13 @luvscharlie rarely if ever. I like it all. #
• 14:41 @luvscharlie the things that squick me no one i know writes so It's all good #
• 19:18 @thanfiction dude you need my santa hat with the bells #
• 19:19 How do my hands get so dirty? I don't even work on the cars! #

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• 09:08 One final done #
• 09:27 @ceirdwenfc we don't need snow yet not til after monday end of finals here #
• 09:29 People that do nothing but whine aggravate me #
• 09:29 And I'm having a hard time keeping my mouth shut listening to this table of boys next to me #
• 09:30 Talk about how stupid women are when it comes to basic car care. #
• 09:31 I can just as easily say all men are chauvenistic assholes but i know that's not true #
• 09:53 @luvscharlie i know that's who i was talking about. Class now. Talk later. #
• 09:55 @luvscharlie probably. Great minds think alike after all #
• 09:57 Don't want to be here. Only review today though so have to be. #
• 11:16 @Leelamurray i keep my phone on vibrate while in class or the library but rarely turn it off #
• 11:16 Done for the day. Now to go cram #
• 11:20 @luvscharlie in the forties here andvery windy #
• 11:32 @luvscharlie through the car is nice but walking across the quad in freezing wind not so much #
• 11:50 @luvscharlie i have no idea. Probably. There is a romance. #
• 11:52 Found the perfect gift for my dad. Toy truck that says leak less adult drip pans lol #
• 11:53 @luvscharlie I'm not from arkansas. And i know that there is no bon temps #
• 11:58 @luvscharlie not that i know of, but my geography skillz aren't that great. Look on google mass #
• 12:00 @luvscharlie oh bite me ;) #
• 12:20 @thanfiction michael says he's interested #
• 13:47 @leelamurray i certainly want one #
• 13:50 @leelamurray Yay merry pervy christmas to me #
• 13:51 @luvscharlie well for me It's devoting empty hours a week to with a bunch of dirty minded men lol #
• 13:56 @luvscharlie very very true #
• 14:37 @thanfiction e-mail winging towards you #
• 14:48 @thanfiction coffee holic #
• 14:55 @thanfiction the drink or an actual grenade? #
• 15:42 off to pick up michael and some dinner. tweeting out :D #
• 16:10 @thanfiction nope already have one of those courtesy of my brother #
• 21:12 @luvscharlie is that the same that i was bitching about earlier #

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• 08:19 @ceirdwenfc I'm glad you liked that one #
• 09:07 Mmm brownie batter #
• 09:11 @luvscharlie that sucks, we've been there. Do you know who did it? #
• 09:15 @luvscharlie i feel ya. I fell for something at the beginning of the year. Thankfully the bank worked with us. #
• 09:20 @luvscharlie if they are like ours -u.s.- they will write it off as a fraud. #
• 09:21 @luvscharlie what kind of car do you drive? It has to do with your christmas present #
• 09:26 @luvscharlie i know how it is i barely did christmas last year for michael and my parents. I'm celebrating having a job. #
• 09:30 @luvscharlie normally It's just my parents, brother and michael. But i bought for the little cousins that live next door this year. Grow ... #
• 09:30 @luvscharlie ..nups play Dirty Santa #
• 09:31 @luvscharlie and I'm taking advantage of the "if you can stuff it in the box the shipping is all one price" this year #
• 09:31 @lonelyflutterby put some heat on it, it will help. Or icyhot if you have access to it. #
• 09:34 @luvscharlie @lonelyflutterby ya ibup is doing wonders for this stupid toothache. 2:30 this afternoon it will all be over. yay! #
• 09:41 mmm brownies smell so good yummy #
• 09:41 @lonelyflutterby haven't tried skype but having all kinds of issues with LJ #
• 09:43 @luvscharlie retarded LJ. oh well, I have to leave in fifteen anyway. #
• 12:32 Only two more hours of this intolerable pain. #
• 14:22 At the torture chamber also known as the dentists office #
• 14:30 Wait... Wait... Wait... And wait some more. #
• 15:47 Coworker suggested rubbing my teeth with battery acid the other day. Look on dentist's face was priceless. #
• 15:49 Give me novacaine any day lol #
• 21:42 Am completely loaded down on Vicoden goin to bed now good night peoples #

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• 08:59 @luvscharlie stop that. You are one of the most competent people i know. Sometimes shit just happens. #
• 09:00 God it is mind numbingly cold out here #
• 12:50 @ceirdwenfc well that was in interesting convo to leave class to #
• 12:52 Will have to use gas money for lunch. Michael and his damn guinea pig. #
• 14:12 @luvscharlie i will speak ill of thomas when his new cage is the reason I'm broke #
• 14:43 So hungry and lunch is still an hour and a half off at least. Skipped lunch, no cash. #

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